How do you?

So lately I have been trying to figure out some things about life. And with it being February and Valentines Day, I have been thinking alot about love and how love effects our everyday life. It effects the mood that we are in, how we relate to those around us, and our overall confidence in life. I must say that in my 21 years of life, I have never had a boyfriend, so I have never experienced that kind of love. Although there are many times in my life that I wish that I would have had that person right by my side. But throughout those difficult times in my life, I have learned a very important lesson. The only way I can truly love myself and those around me, is by having the love that my Savior gives me daily. Many a times I have wished for the love and affection from a boyfriend but through those times a began to rely on God for my everything.

Today I am at a cross roads in my life. There is a certain someone, who will remain nameless, that has caught my attention and has begun to catch my heart. But the one problem I have is that I dont know how to approach this person. My personality is that a guy should do the approaching and should make that first move, but sometimes Im not sure of how to handle myself. I honestly believe that God has put me where I am right now to find that person, so that He can finish writing my love story. You see about 5 months ago, I gave the Lord the pen to my love story and I let Him begin the writing. However there were time when I would grab the pen back, but I would always seem to get hurt. FUNNY I KNOW!!!!! But back to my dilemma, How do I go about show my affection and love to this person. This is one thing that I have not figured out. And if this is the person that God has for me, how long must I wait to know. As you may be able to tell, I am a very impatient person and I like to know what is going on. But that is where my faith needs to become strong. Trusting and knowing that God will bring the right person to my "doorstep". So if you are struggling with the same thing, I say wait upon God and He will give you direction to what you need to know and where you need to go.